Hurting

I had an awful relationship in the past, thought what we had was going to last, why did you have to lie? and now you ask me not to cry? hate the thought of being second or probably last on your list, you were supposed to put an endless smile on my lips, there's no doubt that i like you, and would love to have you, all to myself, but you say i shouldn't like you that much, you want this to remain a crush? can't deny that i'm hurt, i know i'd get nowhere if i try to compete, this is just a lil' something i wrote for you, it's straight from my heart so it's true,