Never really appreciated you and all the good things you have done for me but even if I did't say it I did love you and I forever will to
The best thing for me to do right now is to remember you and not cry any more because the tears won't bring you back
Crying to the sky and asking God why he would take you but then it hit me that he wanted you to be closer to him because you were an angel and that is true
I knew about three days before your Funeral that you had passed away but the tear didn't me right away I still felt bad
It was crazy not a tear came to me when I first found out but today when I was looking out the window it hit me that you would be there and I never told you I loved you before you died
I was sitting on the bus and even though things were moving they all seemed to be moving at slow pace and then the tears started to fall and I had to force the sounds to go away because I didn't want anyone to feel bad for me
I cried to the heavens but they didn't reply to so I kept on and cried because there was no way to describe the pain of losing you because you were the first one in the family that was close to me that passed away and all the times people say it wouldnwouldrtTt first made since
Even though you aren't here I wanted to write this to you to tell you I hit the ball hard at my softball game because I knew that you were above looking down at me cheering me and because you wouldn't me to cry I will wipe away the tears and remember the good times
* This poem is decanted to my Aunt Carolin(don't know how to spell it) I love you so much and I hope that are are happy Tell God I said hello and I will be there when I die. Rest In Peace We all love and miss you I am sorry i couldn't come to the funeral*
