It seems like my purpose in life is always to fall. It seems like I always hit a brick wall.
Why is it that the dark never ends? Why am I the one that always bends?
I try so hard for your love, But all I get is a shove.
It seems like all I do is try, But I end up in my room and cry.
The tears burn down my face, And I look for your warm embrace.
But I am here all alone, It feels like no light has ever shone.
Because you are not there, You are unaware.
That I cannot find, The way. It's like I'm blind, And there is no day.
Only night, Still I fight. For you to see,
That I will never be, The daughter you dream instead of me.
The light seems so far away, The words seem so hard to say.
I don't know where to start. Maybe I love you with all my heart.
There is just too much to say sorry about,
Maybe I should start with all the times I've shout.
Or maybe the times I've made you sad, I never meant to be bad.
I am sorry for being in the way, I wish that I was clay.
Then I could mold, Into something you would hold.
I want you to see how hard I try, But it seems like all I do is make you cry.
I'm sorry I ruin plans, But I want you to understand.
And except me. Because I could never be,
The daughter you wished for, The daughter you could love more.
I'm sorry for the way I act, But I want you to know a fact.
That I try for you to see, That I am trying to be, the girl you drem inside of me.
