Liar

I scream as the blade hits my wrist
I let the blood fall
Did he love me?
Did he care at all?

I wish I had the courage
to tell him how I feel
But at the same time
I wish this wasn't real

Maybe I should give up
And quit this battle i fight
Because all I do is cry
Night after night after night

I'm getting sick of waiting
I can't take it anymore
Maybe he'll know what he means to me
When he finds my lifeless body hanging from the door

So I don't have to go through this
I wish i could erase time
But then again
I wish that boy was mine

I want you to hurt
I want you to see that I've cried
And I want you to know
I did it just because you lied