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I don't know why you do this
or why i deserve this pain
but you rape my in your mind
over and over again

its not as if you don't tell me
i get a description every night
of everything you'd do to me
and you'd do it our of spite

you make me want to kill myself
i don't like you anymore
but still you come along
and hang around my door

the way you talk to me
makes me want to puke
you always tell me
how much of a filthy wh0re i look

you tell me i want it
and i want it from you
you try to give it to me
no matter what i do

no means no
but you still go ahead
this is a day i wish
I'd never got out of bed

this pain and these bruises
are the reminders of you
and i just cant stand
the though of you