Feel Alive

No body sees me as I walk along the road
Every moment getting closer & closer
Finally I reach the door

Everybody is now sleeping perhaps, because it's too late
Inside it's too dark & obscure
But I don't fear darkness anymore for dark is my fate

I go through the darkness to approach my door
This is where I used to live
And wanted to live certainly more

Inside every thing is just intact, neat & clean
Thing that I cherished so much
All my passion, all my love, every little thing

I touch them eagerly but I can't do it like before
My eyes gaze at them dearly
Thinking how much I miss them, still how much I adore

And I close the door behind me; happy to see everything is just fine
Wandering in the dark & thinking of the only change
I don't live there anymore instead there is a framed picture of mine

Every person in this house, once they all are in my relation
Can't forget this is my house & they are mine
Although I forget I shouldn't be here, I forget my destination

Every night I come to this house from where I left the life
In the darkness of the night, from that infirmary to my house
May be weird, but it's a dead man's only attempt to feel alive