It never stops, never
All the whinging, complaining, whatever
It is as if you were sent here
To make me, to your ideologies adhere
You want me to succeed in school
You want me to idiolise you, like a stupid fool
Well I can tell you now
There is no way, no how
That is ever gonna happen to me
I'm gonna live a life where I can be free.
A life away from you, and your life
Coz your life is nothing about nothing but image
I never wanted to be like you, and your stupid wife
I wanted to be just me, different and unique
YOU wanted me to be YOU,
But you know what? I WILL NOT
I look at what I have done, what you could not do
and I think how lucky, as these words I jot
Down on this screen so that others may look
What have I been through?
What damage has it done? What toll did it all take?
I should be used to all this, it is nothing new
When are you going to realize
That I DO have friends, ones that will stick by my side
REAL friends that I love more than I will ever love you
As harsh as this may seem I shame not in admitting that this is true
Don't you get it? I dont even like u! I couldn't, even if i tryed
How could you love me? you didn't even try, all you did was lied
I feel like a prisoner, who, for the term of his natural life
Has felt nothing but the urge to take to his throat with a rusty knife
That's how you make me feel as though I am an unwelcome prescence
It's not my fault that I am of your blood and your essence
The pain uve caused me, trying to come back into my life how could u even dare?
So stop trying, coz even now, you were never there
