Whyd you go daddy

Daddy why'd you have to go
theres so much you'll never know
and i cant let go

my heart is apart
why would you do that i thought you were smart
you tryed to kill mommy too
maybe its better if i didn't know you
maybe your were sick
it has to be a trick
i was four
when you dropped to the floor
you toke a gun
and the madness begun
mommy walked behind you
if only she knew
she stopped to take off her shoes
which you thought she wouldn't do
she told her father the news
and there layed you
unable to move , so cold and life less
if only you could see , what this has done to mommy justin and me
why ill never know
but i can never let go
all because of one night
when you pulled the trigger up tight