Perfect

I'm not gonna be your little girl,
tomorrow i'll be eighteen,
i'm not going to pretend anymore,
cause things aren't what they seem,
i'm not always okay inside,
you abandoned me,
but i'll be just fine,
it's still never going be all right,
that you left like it was nothing,
i used to cry myself to sleep at night,
and retrace my steps through everything,
i've finally come to realize,
you'll never fix what you have done,
you fought your demons& and saved your pride,
but can't see the damage you've done,
nor the person you've become,
i'll never hate you for doing what you should't,
but i'm scarred for life because you promised you wouldn't,
i wish i could change everything,
and keep you from going astray,
i'd try so hard to change your mind,
so you wouldn't go away,
but looking back from present day,
i'm kinda glad your gone,
and that i picked myself up,
and was able to move on,
i'm glad to see that you have a new family now,
i see you've forgotten about me,
but i'll never see how,
you are now the perfect mom,
but how can you live,
when you left your own kid,
for some guy who will just move on..