I couldnt ignore the pain any longer
Life was just too much
I never saw my life in future times
Or happiness and love and such...
Iâ??d been to the edge with the intent to jump
And had become happy with thoughts of no pain
Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse
I had nothing left to gain...
The sun failed to shine
In my world overcast
Birds no longer sang
And the first had become the last...
All things good and whole
Had turned and went their way
They were never to return to me
So I felt I should just go away...
Consumption by hate, to save was too late
Where should I turn now?
Why do I get kicked when Im down?
When could I be happy? Or even better, how?
Fallen and fetal
I will return to the dirt
Bittersweet battle within
No longer would I hurt...
Smiles soon faded
And hearts followed to break
As I cried out for help
I cried in heaven?? sake...
Routinely I cried
For a hand to reach to me
I looked blankly at emptiness?? stare
And closed my eyes reluctantly...
But I felt one more fight, a chance in me
To save myself from isolation
Piercing my lips were words of insignificance
And the end to my frustration...
