You leave me time and time again,
To go to Wales for weeks on end.
Everytime we said goodbye,
it gets harder though i try.
Cant i hide in your car,
Live with you happy and far.
I beg you everytime you go,
I know reality always answers no.
I swallow hard, force back tears,
So many thoughts, so many fears.
Cant you feel my world tear at the seams?
Cant you hear my desperate screams?
What can i say to let you know,
I'd rather die than let you go?
Its hard for you to peel me off your sleeve,
but its harder for me when you have to leave.
Eyeliner streams down my face,
Blood and tears all over the place.
My fingers scratch the window,
I cannot bear to watch you go.
Three weeks later i look into your eyes,
Laughs, smiles and taboo goodbyes,
I close my eyes, wont let you go,
Because at the end of the day, i will have to, i know.