Believe me i know what your going through. I have battle an a addiction to cutting for the past 5 years now. i hope i finally beat it. But it is the hardest thing that i will ever have to do. People will never understand what it is like to be a cutter unless they were one. and i feel like i could only take advice from someone who did then stopped. but i don't know anybody. so i never had any support. but i finally beat my addiction. so there is hope if you want to quit. i will be here if you want to talk. my e-mail is fieldhockey0504@yahoo.com

good luck
by the way it was a good poem.