I´m not lying

I´m sick of lying
in the road letting
people drive trucks
over me.
I am sore.

I´m sick of pretending
to be the person
I´m not.
Tired of trying to tell you.

I´m tired of trying
to tell you that
I love you.
I dont care anymore.

I´m not lying when I say
I have tried the best
that I could do.
I´m not lying when I say
I love you.

I´m not lying next to you
and I never will.
There was a night
we needed more than
affection
though neither
would admit it.

To tell the truth it
couldn´t matter less
who wears the pants or
the dress
but only who becomes visible
to whom.