The rain is running down the window
my tears are tracing a path down my face
i write everything down, all that I'm feeling
speaking as loneliness listens to me closely
drunk on my failures, overwhelmed with regrets
i write letters of deep silence, just to confess
burdens are growing higher within my soul
I'm failing, I'm falling, I'm hopeless..
love for me is like staring over, like a new day
with every new step i take engraves pain
problems of memories, flood through my head
I'm beating myself up inside, and I'm ashamed
my screams silently thunder through the sky's
my heart is shattered, and i silently mourn the agony
can't you hear me? cant you see..
sitting alone, letting out my silent pleas
I'm not good enough, never for you...
i walk alone, now that your gone, with no one to hold my hand
the sorrow is eating me up inside, I'm to weak
love is killing me, strength is something i don't have
my pain isn't good enough for you, never enough
no matter how hard i cry, i cant change anything
no matter how hard i try, and how much i fail, i just cant forget
that this is my fault, I'm the reason you left, I'm invisible....I'm nothing
i just cant seem to move on, I'm trapped inside
what i say doesn't matter, because "it's just not good enough"
i mean nothing to you, and probably never did
I'm sorry for ever meeting you...and for falling in love..
