The Hidden Message

I pin my hair back so you can see my eyes better,

I am hurting so bad on the inside.

None the less, it really doesnt matter,

I put on a smile so big on the outside.

I do this because I want to stay with you,

To show you that my love is true.

You control all of my heart,

Yet, you also control everything I do.

This life is tearing me apart,

I know its hurting you too.

I am the girl thats supposed to be free,

To do everything I want, and to just be me.

Friends see you as the best there is,

Yet, they will never get to see whats behind this wall.

I wish they could see you cage me like this,

So I could watch you and your insecurities fall.

I wish there was a secret passage,

So I can escape from this poems hidden message.