Secrets

by Kelly   May 19, 2006


Secrets too shocking to share,
And yet so painful t is hard to bare.
How i want to put my trust in someone,
I fear they may think i am confused and dumb.

This confusion dominates my mind,
Why do i find it so hard to confide?
To my friends who i know love me,
Maybe it's their disapproval i know i will see.

For the secret that i hold so close,
Will change everyone thinks they know.
For i am not the same as them,
What turns me on is not the men.

And though i found out a little late,
I had to go through a lot of men and a lot of hate.
I dont know how to make myself happy,
I just feel miserable everyday.

And then maybe i confess with too much certainty,
For i have been confused for what seems like an eternity.
I have doubts and questions,
Yet no answers just awkward situations.

I do not know what to do,
There is certainly no one i can talk to.
However i will pray everyday,
For one thing i am certain
LOVE WILL FIND A WAY!

THIS IS SOMETHING I WAS STRUGGLING WITH BUT FIGURED IT OUT NOW.
I APPRECIATE ALL COMMENTS

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  • 17 years ago

    by Gem

    "This confusion dominates my mind,
    Why do i find it so hard to confide?"

    I think we find it so hard to confide because on some level we care what other people think of us and to be rejected can be very painful.
    Your poem did an excellent job in portraying this.
    So i give you a well deserved 5!
    *Gem*

  • 18 years ago

    by sarah

    Hey, I know how you feel... i went through a stage alot of my friends kinda just ditched me and was having a hard time with some things and i felt like i never had anyone there. Im really glad you figured it out now... i know it takes a while but sooner or later God finds a way.. great moving poem.. it was really nice to read someones true feelings..

    you commented on my poem "dead" and i just wanted to say thanks.. i know that it may seem a little too real and i admit it is scary.. and i used to be terrified of it but it is reality and you can't ignore it, its not going to just go away and everyone has to realise that. you have to always be following him you can't stop for a split second.. you never know what could happen. .. well i hope to read some more of your work

  • 18 years ago

    by **A.M.M**

    Hey, I went throught the same thing. It was tough!

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