Eternally together.

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Do you look down at me in the night,
It's been so long but I'm still trying so hard to fight.
not a day passes when I'm not thinking about you still being here,
A world without you was always something I have feared
but I'll make sure you're still alive, here in my head.
And I'll treasure every moment with you, for to me your not dead.
I love you so much but it hurts you cant say it back,
I hope your looking down on me and pushing me on the right track.
because I know that if u were still here, everything would be alright,
but reality hits me hard, as I sit here and cry,how can I enjoy life when yours just passed on by?
this isn't fair, how different things would be, if this event hadn't occurred, the crying never heard,
the heart never breaking,why did this have to happen to you?you were so young you never had a clue.
we shared so much in our time together, and that time we shared has made memories forever,
If you can't be here then why should I?, as i look to the sky and wonder why.
do you promise to wait for me? for us to live happily ever after, together?
Because if I'm not going to be with you then nothing else matters.
your time came too soon, i wasn't ready for you to leave.
This is my epiphany tonight,stay with me in my head,
If I'm never going to be with you I'm better off dead.