Condemn or Condone?

So how does this work out?
I'm sat here all alone
There are some who would condemn
And some who would condone

To those who would condemn
I say only this
Have you ever felt the touch
Of loves ever painful kiss?

Have you ever seen
The way he makes me smile?
Cos if you had then you would know
Itâ??s all been worth its while

Do you know haw hard it is
To see him bear a load
To watch him hurt and suffer
His hurt encrypted code

He tried not to let me see it
Tried to be brave and strong
But I saw right through it
Though it took so long

I wonâ??t let him know me
Because it causes pain
Why should I make him suffer
When I can take it again?

So I'm sat here in my room
Sat here all alone
Somewhere that doesn't feel like earth
That dodoesn'teel like home

Not able to let him know
All the pain I hide
that in loving his every fiber something in me died.