Dreamer

In my dreams
i become my self..
the way i want to be.

i\\\'m not that way-
but i pretend to be
i can be happy
and free
but only in my dreams

i wait for the sun to fade
for my torture to leave
i wait for the stars
and the black sky
i wait for night

so i can lie in bed
and just be happy
dreaming
about my wildest fantasies

i can belong for once
i can imagine my life being happy
with friends and love

... but only in my dreams

so like always
i\\\'ll sit up waiting tonight
and tomarow
just so i can be how i want to be

dreaming dreaming dreaming
is my savor...

but i dream of you
night after night
so really...
your my savor

but not for real

{do you even know who i am anymore}

ha. why am i even asking?