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by ♥ ♥{lost}&((confused)) May 20, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
She sits down in her room looking in her mirror of distrust talking to someone for support is starting to become a must she hears her sister screaming just like any other night it's a continuous thing, constantly for her sister and dad to fight she loves her sister to death and would never leave her alone she knows how it feels to be depressed and on your own her dad is always screaming at something they all did wrong she hates the fact they don't laugh she doesn't know how to be strong she says she "hates" her mom even though i know its not true but i think sometimes she feels that her mom hates her too and then there is her school life that is overly dramatized it makes her self confidence drop and her built up anger super size she knows everyones all about themselves don't stop to think how others feel she thinks if one person understood then she could really deal she used to have this boyfriend and it made her feel good inside but everyone despised & hated him so her feelings she had to hide she never got to talk about him and it made her feel like shit there was so many nights she'd think "I'm definitely though with it" she had no one to talk to when their relationship came to end nobody cared about that fagot she felt she had no true friends and then there is her best friend wrapped up in SO much she doesn't have to be there for her or help her with problems and such but I just want this person to know I understand what she's going through and i confess I'm no better then her because i don't even know what to do even though I'm not her bestest bud I still do understand I'll always be here , no matter what to reach out an extra hand I love her to much for words and only wish she could see whatever she has, making her sad she knows she can depend on me please comment and rate xoxo