A Million

A million letters left unread,

A million words left unsaid.

A million tears not meant to be cried.

Cry me a river, because mine has dried.

I cried a waterfall, i cried it all out.

I couldn\\\'t scream, I couldnt shout.

It took so long for me to get over you.

There is so many things I had to go through.

A million scars,

A million broken hearts.

A million fears,

A million tears.

You said so many things that I use to believe.

You broke my heart as I wore it on my sleeve.

You said so much and all I could do is cry.

Because the best part in \\\"believe\\\" is the \\\"lie\\\".

A million tries,

A million lies.

A million never ending nights,

A million fights.

I love you so much and if I had my way, I wouldn\\\'t let go.

You\\\'ve made me wait too long, though.

You blew your chance with me on my best friend.

Now look, you have no one-this is your end.

A million broken hearts,

A million unfortunate starts.

A million lies,

A million cries.

A girl\\\'s heart is meant to be preserved.

Maybe you finally got what you deserve.

You hurt me so I hurt you back.

Because of you There is so much me and Jess lack.

A million never ending tears,

A million new found fears.

A million stupid lines,

A million unseen signs.

You told me I was the only girl you cried for.

But you didn\\\'t care when I cried-it\\\'s time to shut the door.

You broke my heart and then expect me to care.

I should\\\'ve known you\\\'d never be there.

Everything you said was a lie.

WHY???

I\\\'ll always love you and I\\\'m slowly moving on,

Because what you did to us is wrong.

A million wannabe relationships,

A million broken friendships.

A million broken hearts,

A million unmeant parts.

A million plays by fate,

A million heartbreakers we hate.

A million of you.

A million I\\\'m through.

A million......

A trillion......

It never ends....

Where it just begins....