Lost Without You

My eyes became so watery
Blood shot, sorrowful and lonely
It's hard now, please come hold me
Even for a moment, boy one only

I promised you I wasn't staying
My own soul I was betraying
Yet now every night I'm praying
That my heart will stop delaying

Cause I lay down and all I do is cry
Hurt myself and then wonder why
These things I do and I don't try
Yet each word I speak is a true lie

I want to leave this wrong for right
But sinfulness holds a strong fight
And in my soul something ignites
For you to be near me tonight

So here it is with no further delay:
Without the proper words to say
I know for this that I should pay
But I want you back here anyway

The words I speak: they're real, they're true
How it would hurt this bad, I never knew
Though all your fault, I'm sorry too
I'm extremely lost here without you