I finally understand how it feels like
To want you terribly..
Except the farthest i can accomplish. Wanting you. And i rather be just friends with you
Than to let you know how i feel but lose you...
It's so sad.
That one point of a time i think i have a chance with you.
Then i think about the girls around you and know i just have to fall in line.
I kept my feelings hidden for a really long time now and we finally made a connection.
On-line that is.
Talking to you. Typing my every thought. And you laugh at them.
It makes me proud to say that i've overcome the fear of your rejection. In my mind i treat you as a friend. Yet i can never deceive my heart. It has its own will.
I talk like we are friends. You treat me like a pal. A pal. Choices are laid out in front of me. And i chose to be a friend. Only a friend.
And i'm content with this friendship. This wonderfully, blooming friendship. You complete my day. Everyday.
For now i'm not setting any goal. And won't try to cross the line. We're both happy from where we are. And my days wouldn't have been any whole without you. We're friends.
