Why am i feeling this way?
Why cant i just be happy like everyone else...
I feel so un-wanted by everyone,
even by my own family...
I don't know what to do,
Or what road to take..
I really hate being this way,
Cause i make everyone feel so bad...
I don't want to tell anyone,
That my life is a day to day struggle to live me life...
I feel so stupid that i cant change how i feel,
But i don't want to change myself...
I don't understand why i made myself believe i was in love with him,
When all it was, was a bitter lie..
A lie that everyone believed,
Even I...
I don't know how to tell him,
That i feel this way..
Because i feel so angry that i let myself believe that i loved him,
When really i didn't...
But i have to tell him,
Because its hurting me so deep inside...
Knowing that I'm in love with someone else,
Someone who's my age and that treats me right...
