I'm not sure how to say this,
But i can't go on like this...
Thinking how it ever got to this,
I wonder where my life would be without you...
I can't keep doing this,
Wondering if your ever going to tell them...
Are you ashamed cause of my age?
Or are you just scared?
Cos i can't go on like this,
Living a lie, to your family and friends...
I'm blaming myself for something I shouldn't be,
But because of u my wrists are all so sore and red...
Cos all i keep thinking about is it's my fault...
My fault your lying, my fault you can't tell your family and friends...
I know we're 9 years apart,
But i thought you were fine with it...
But if you can't tell anyone,
Then i guess your ashamed....
So i will let you go,
And then i will be set free...
Free from pain and free from lies...
Cos I'm sick of living a life when all it is, is lies,
It's not my fault it's this way your just ashamed of me....
