After all this time
The wound is still open and bleeding
And I still see you in my life
I can't seem to face the truth
The truth is too painful, I can't handle it.
I wouldn't think it would take this long
For the scars to heal.
I still think that you're there
To catch me when I fall
But you're not,
So I fall into regret and sadness
Filled with memories of you
With you, pain didn't hurt as much
Tears down my face would be stopped by you
And now you're so far away
And I don't know what to do
I am truly lost.
I shouldn't let it affect me as much as it does
But this feeling keeps coming back
You were such a big part of my life
I never thought it's be like this
I never thought you'd hurt me.
I fall in and out of reality
Visions of you enter my mind.
As I realize you're never coming back
I try so hard to forget you
Sometimes I wonder where you are
And how you're doing.
Do you ever think og me, and how you left things with me,
And how I must of felt as we slowly drifted apart?
I can't believe, that after all this time
Deep inside, the wound is open and bleeding.
