I'm always too late,
I wait too long.
I find myself running from my chances
I always throw it all away.
Trying to make you understand seems impossible
The words never seem to come out right
Stuck inside my head
Fading away
Looking inside me, I can't find the girl who I used to be
She's falling farther and farther away from me
I miss her smile, my smile.
I retreat inside myself.
Everytime you want to talk to me
I can never tell you what you should hear,
You're killing me.
I may have already lost you
But I need to say this
I never wanted to drift away from you
I wanted you to be in my life
And I know you don't care as much as I do
But I thank you for pretending you did
You may not be listening anymore
But you need to know this
I get myself together
Just as you're walking away
I lost you, you're gone
Whenever I have tears in my eyes
The memory of you will help me move on.
