My lust for food

by XKt_ShellyX   May 20, 2006


Look me up and down and judge me,
I can pretend this is how I want to be.
Fuel my urge to starve myself again
I don't care about all the pain

Feel the emptiness inside,
But lust after the food I need
Binge eat till I feel ready to explode
Throw it up, falling to my knees.

Feel happy with what I can achieve
Don't I look good now on the bathroom floor
As my whole body pulls when I heave
I sit back, pleased, against the door

With sick in my hair and on my hands
weak from my actions but feeling triumphant
Smiling so pathetically because this makes me happy
I just want this body to look like me

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  • 18 years ago

    by Anna

    Honey bunch you're the most beautiful girl in the world and I know you can't see it, hell yeah I know! but I think maybe its not just about weight at the root of the problem, or maybe your confidence has gone down so much from shane that yeah I dunno, but you know you can talk to me about this because I understand what your going through. I love you.
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