Mixed feelings..I dont understand (odd relationship)

I don't understand you, Anymore,
Whatever did I do?,
I apologized long ago,
For saying I love you.

I'm sorry that I love you,
I'm sorry you don't feel the same,
I'm sorry for the way I feel,
I'm sorry it drives me insane.

I'm sorry for out secrets,
I'm sorry for each kiss,
I'm sorry for those nights together,
Its those little things I miss.

I'm sorry that you love me,
And its just to hard to show,
I'm sorry its embarrassing,
And how i must let go.

I'm sorry that we feel this way,
We need to help ourselves
Will we always feel this way?
Only time will tell.

I'm sorry that we have secrets,
I'm sorry they drive us mad,
I'm sorry that I hate you,
I'm sorry that I'm sad.

I'm sorry we don't understand ourselves,
I'm sorry that I care,
I love the way we hide things,
Kiss me if you dare.

I'm sorry for our relationship,
I'm sorry for who I am,
I'm sorry for who you are,
But I know you understand.

I'm sorry that I need you,
And forever more I will,
You to me are an addiction,
My perfect suicide pill.

I'm sorry that I hurt you,
I'm sorry you do the same,
I'm sorry that I love you,
I'm so sorry Shane

(sorry if this was boring and/or depressing he he its just the way i feel today, hope you all enjoy it :)