*She just pretends*
*she starts splitting ends*
*disagreeing with what she has said*
*not believing her own words*
*sometimes thinking she's dead*
*saying this world is absurd*
*after saying it was perfect*
*maybe she thinks she doesn't deserve it*
*she is being so Hippocratic and lying to herself*
*this court isn't diplomatic, it is a living hell*
*she's guilty of all accused*
*this life made her guilty of being used*
*and now she's punished for being so naive*
*maybe, for now on, she just won't believe*