Blood Flowing River

I cut too deep
And I have began to weep
I watch as red water trickles down my arm
And smirk as I do such harm

My arm goes numb
But still I feel like scum
I have forgotten my fears
And stopped have the tears

A blood flowing river
Has began to make me shiver
My hands begin to shake
Now it is not a river,but a lake

STOP,I have changed my mind
How could I have been so blind
A blood flowing river?
I have began to shiver?

I wake hours later
To see a traitor
Standing beside me
And they drop to plea

When it is I,
that should plea
I told the lie
It was all me

Now I have horrific scars
To me I am behind bars
I have reminded myself of that blood flowing river
That made me shiver

And it has made me feel as if I am in jail
My skin is now pale
For I am ashamed
And I will always will be