What have i done what did i say?Please just tell me what made you go away.I cant breathe i cant speak.i cant believe you would do something so deep.and you would always say life is something you would always like to keep.
why couldn\'t you see that i really needed you here with me? god wants you but so do i.and i just hate seeing our little Abbie cry. you had a good life here why didn\'t you stay me and Abbie try to visit you every day but seeing a tombstone just isn\'t the same as seeing your face.
And you would think Abbie would have nothing to say but every day she asks me \"why did daddy go away?\"you don\'t know how it feels to tell your daughter every night that her daddies gone cause he lost in a really big fight.and to tell her her daddies never coming back.
well thats it i cant take it any more I\'ve stepped on my last tack.I\'m coming to join you up high in the sky,were people never die and they are always happy inside.and ill bring Abbie to.i cant wait we are finally going to be with you.\"why are you hurting me?\"
our daughter will ask hush my little darling we are going to be with daddy forever at last.
