Due to you

All the pain I go through is because of you,
Trying not to place blame, but what else shall I do?

These cuts both mentally and physically are eating at my soul,
As are my feelings for you, which I cannot control.

The way you pick me up makes me fell its all o.k.
But the way you throw me down is withering me away.

No longer will I be available to fill your every need.
No longer will I fill the role of your noble steed.