(42) The truth of him

Iv loved him since
that very day we met
when we said hello
to each other on the net

we talked over a month
and liked each other straight away
then he asked me out
6 days before my birthday

i got butterflies in my tummy
every time i was with him
and if it didn't my life just be dim

the first thing i thought of
when i woke from sleep
and glued in my mind
in my dreams they are so deep

but on the 6 month
i had to let him go
cause people were getting angry
so i didn't want our love to show

i said i was over him
but still thought of him all day
and loved him more and more
in so many different ways

i got back together
but didn't tell a soul
cause i was scared
id be treated like a doll

then i went to another school
and they found out about my boy
and the same thing happened again
me being treated like a toy

so i broke his heart again
and still loved him more still
but went back out again
and got depressed and took those pills

i started to cheat with my friend
and knew it was so wrong
but didn't take any notice
until i herd our true love song

i told you what i did
and said it wouldn't happen again
but i still did it over and over
and my lies would just extend

i started to break down
and cut my wrists all night
and knew my life was over
cause my life didn't have any light

we were over
and would never be together
you said you'll hate me
until forever and ever

you said all that stuff
that caused me wanting to die
but it started to go through me
cause i was ready to say goodbye

a few weeks later
i realized what id done
and knew i need you for always
you gave my life my fun

you said you wanted to see me
and i happily agreed
but was scared you were going
to joke around with me

but now were back together
&& id never make that mistake
cause you my perfect boy
and id never let that break

now we see each other
nearly everyday of the week
and theres no one in this world
id ever try to seek

cause he is my one true love
and know he will always be
forever in my mind and heart
forever apart of me...