I just don't know...

They say that time heals everything
No matter how much damage has been made...
And I'm willing to do anything
To make this pain fade...

Seems that i found a skill
Of turning people away...
I give them my world for them to fill
But then i say good-bye the next day

When i hear your voice, i feel butterflies
Whenever you're around, i seriously do
But after all of your tries
I still just walk away from you

I'm being honest here
I would love to grow old with you
But then here comes my fear
How much more changing in life will you do?

You might be the love of my life today
But you could be my enemy by tomorrow
I guess that's the simplest thing i could say
While leaving out by pain and my sorrow...

Maybe i don't want anyone to have my heart
Maybe i want to keep it for only me
But without you, i start to fall apart
And then it's you I'm wanting

I want to be with you
When you aren't around
But when we become two
Then everything just falls down

I need to figure myself out first
Before I screw up things with you
The pain, well I'm over the worst
But there's still things that i must do

Believe me though when i say i care
Don't think I'm dropping everything now
I think I'm scared for the feelings that are there
And dealing with them, I'll think on how...