Why i died

You never realized every night a kitchen knife would disappeared
you never realized that it was YOU who i feared
all the lies, scams and all the betrayal
all the hurt, pain feeling weak and frail

i wished that you had changed your wicked way
so maybe i could still be with you today
all your stories, i know they were fake
YOU WERE SO BLIND! you couldn't see that my life i was about to take

because of you i made one last cut
no one came to say stop no one even said but...
but what about all those who love you?
pfft...as if any do!

i loved you with all my heart
but you ripped open my chest and tore it apart
there's a saying i was once told: some live because they are afraid to die. others die because they are afraid to live
i died because i was afraid of what i would have become if i had chosen to live...