Think about your friends

You say you want to die because no one loves you
but yet you wont kill yourself, or really...would you?
if you think no one loves you why do you continue to complain?
if no one loves you how come they try to heal all your pain?

why do you think that you suffer so?
why do you keep saying that it is your time to go?
but yet you continue to stay!?
tell me why do you think about death everyday?

how come you make others suffer because you're in pain?
why do you continue to make your friends suffer again and again?
you don't see it do you?
just how much pain you inflict on your friends when you say what you do

they cry because they think they can't help you
they cry because they think that any moment they are going to loose you
you say that you are going to die tonight
you don't realize how much your friends want to keep you in their sight

they want to squeeze out all your pain
they don't want you to suffer again
you think they don't love you
but what you think is so untrue

they love you with all their hearts
they never want you to depart
but you don't realize just how much pain you cause your friends
they hurt inside every time you talk about "your end"

you don't see what they feel
but you should know that it is real
they don't show you their feelings as they try to help you
they do all they can to see you through

they don't want you to go
they try to tell you so
but you tell them to stop being nice
you say your deceased body will feed a lot of mice

they cry a thousand tears
they hope they can take away all your pain and fears
they don't let you see them while they are weak
they try to be strong while they again listen to you speak

it doesn't work and they all break down and cry
they tell you that they never want to hear you say your final goodbye
they say they hate what you think about and how you feel
they are beginning to make you see that their feelings about you are real

they really do love you
but they wonder if you love them too
they think that you like to see them in pain
when you come to school in tears they hold back theirs and think "not this again"

they hate seeing you so sad
they hate your thoughts being so bad
yet they bless everyday that you are with them
and they hope that you will never ever leave them

so next time you say you want to die
just remember that your friends would die if you ever said your last goodbye