I wish

I wish i was lonely
instead of just only
crystal and see through
and not enough to you

i wish i was priceless
instead of just lifeless
and slowly dying
because of your lying

i wish i was just sad
instead of treated bad
like a piece of meat
that you can just beat

i wish i had scars to show
your emotional low
when words you only use
that would cause me to lose

i wish you'd call it quits
instead of the endless hits
that left me broken inside
which is why i lied

i wish i didn't need you
and could say that were through
show you the door
and for once id be sure

i wish you didn't make me sad
because it drove me mad
and the cuts that i made
will never completely fade