I'm sorry that I didn't notice
And I'm sorry you thought I didn't care
But what you don't know Chad is that I loved you then and I still do
No matter what I do and no matter what I say
I love you now and each and every day
But I'm just sorry that you didn't see
That all you had to do was come and talk to me
I would have listened
I would have never lied
If you would have come to me I wouldn't have asked why
I loved you like a brother
More then my own
But you didn't see that
I'm sorry I couldn't stop you and the fact I didn't try
It's just I didn't see that you were going to die
I didn't think it would have happened to someone like you
But what I didn't want to believe was that it was true
You were taken from my family in 2002
It's been 5 years since that happened to you
I see my family and the people who knew you all missing you
I miss the most I think because I still think I'll see my brother come through the door
With you not far behind
I still wake up thinking I'll see your face and then reality hits me like a tidal wave
I realize you're gone and nothing can change that fact
But I just wish I had you back
I never go to say good-bye or tell you that I love you
But I never thought you really cared
But I'm sorry that you never got to hear me say Chad Garrett you're the best brother anyone could have
