I had to see it all, who can blame me.

I was so young
i had so much to live for
I had the best of friends
I was...Happy

then...

she got cancer
she"was" getting better
she could almost come back

she died over night
i couldn't stand the sight
of her going into the light

another had it harder
it was the first time i saw her
with tears in her eyes.

she suffered like no other
because she lost her brother
the exact same way.

she wouldn't stop crying
i couldn't help her
i was the only one who cared about her
not even her perents would help

4 days
4 nights
she cryed

she died out of greaf
and i saw her through it all
all the suffering
all the pain
i saw her die!

and you know what...

they all say it was my fault
and you know what
i belifed them
i couldn't help her

i had to see it all
who could blame me
for wanting to DIE!