..i came home that night
i put on my light..
jumped into bed..
thought about everything u said..
..it didn't take long before i was balling..
my phone rang..why were u calling?
I answered it not letting you hear my pain..
you told me i screwed everything up..
bobby, i didn't like that game:-(
you hung up on me..guy's are all the same..
i tried calling you back..
but courage is what i lack...
i want to tell you..how much you mean to me..
how much i love being around you..
all of this is true.
..what you do to me makes me sad...
it sometimes even makes me mad..
did you really use me?
why couldn't i see..
the time we shared the blanket on the beach..
that was just an act to get some..
i should have given you none.
I don't care about that anymore..
you're the one i adore..
the one i want to run to when times get rough,
when times get tough..
you are the one i want to be at the other end of the phone..
i want you to hold my hand..
and understand..
just how much I'd give up to be with you..
all i can do is sit back..and wait... patiently as fate..
takes its place.
this poem is about..my ex boyfriend bobby. he makes me so sad, i know i should let go but i cant, i just cant. everything in this poem is true. :-(
