Description of him(reminder)

The world is no longer on my side
I'm fading to darkness
from him I'm trying to hide
he knows how he affects me
his emotions change with the tides
I'm rarely in his mind
his life is changing
and I'm fading
holding on to a string,
that he is willing to break
holding in my hurt
but only for her
i can't show my tears
i can't show my blood
i can't let them see me break
i won't let them see what he can do
his eyes are lying
his heart wants to never beat
he is death
only by his touch
his voice stabbing my soul
choking my mind
by his hand i cannot breathe
by his hand i cannot leave...