She betrayed me
and just like I always thought
I'm unloveable
they don't really care
not about me just about
how I can benefit them
her treacherous betrayal
has lead me to believe
that my daily facade
of smiles and happiness
is the only way to live
because sadness and pain
makes me vounerable
its my weakness
one I cant fix
so from now on
whether they are real or not
these smiles will always be on my face
and I will always be in a good mood
because of her betrayal no one need ever know me
and no one need ever care
so up goes the walls
I tried so hard to break down
and next time
I wont be so foolish
my feelings and thoughts
will stay with me
*my "friend" sold me out and from now on nothing is wrong and nothing ever was and depression doesn't grip me... at least not where anyone can see*
