Impossible fails

Impossible has failed
i thought it was not possible
to be left alone again
but my heart has fresh new wounds, new trouble

i gave up so much
i surrendered my whole self again
only to find that
i will never be with him

why can i not find someone
they always leave me sobbing
i am so tired of being fooled
and sick them robbing

robbing me of control
and of the ability to smile
now i pick up the phone again
and i begin to dial

but u will not answer
u will never hear my calls
tears are starting to well up now
and now they begin to fall

it is a regular occurence
to be torn in half
and it is a common sight to
walk by and see them laugh

my pain is amusing
and i am starting to grow weaker
i keep searching for your remorse
i am seeking, seeking hard, seeking deeper

but my eyes have failed me
i cannot see the truth through this fog
i believed that my heartbreak was over
since it had lasted so long

but once again i believed wrong
nothing turns out right
now i hope you get satisfacion
b/c i will die tonight