Thanx guys i love you!!

O.k everyone
so this is my poem to you
i know that I've been sad lately
but I've decided what to do

well i guess this whole thing started
when i looked at everything bad
everything in my eyes was negative
not realizing who or what I've had

i really want to say thanks
to cassidy and Britt
if you guys weren't here for me
i wouldn't of realized it

I'm so sorry everyone
i know that I've been dumb
i wish i could get it out of my head
and make this hurt go numb

but the things that hurt the most
are knowing you all do care
just being to selfish with my own pain
to see you all were there

I've decided to forget my hurt
be more happy and fun
i miss the person that i was
and hate who I've become

but every time i look in the mirror
i don't see my own face
it seems as if this sad stressed girl
has come and took my place

I didn't mean to show it
I'm fine tho, so don't worry
i know this will all be over
and i promise I'll try to hurry

I'm not going to shoot myself,
become a cutter or run away
my life is changing gradually
so i guess I'm here to stay

i love you all so much
you mean so much to me
because of you, I'm starting to find
the best person i can be