The Truth

Seeing what you have done makes me want to cry.
i cant believe you did this to us, to them, to me ...
being consumed in lies and being put down,
i no know your true colours and let them shine.

timidly, i agreed to what you said.
i started seeing myself as you did.
sepressed, i began to hate myself.
hate for you was always there, but wasnt always clear.

you brought me down,
told so many lies about me, about others, about life.
the lies continued, getting worse.
but soon i learnt the truth.

the secret source helped us realise,
helped us to realise what you were doing.
im sick of the lies and sick of you hurting me.
sick of what you are doing to me and to the others.

ive been hurt ... i still am.
anxious avout what is to come, what you might do.
scared you might use things against me.
tell the one whom i love my feelings for him.

all my trust in you has gone.
all of my happiness has been taken away.
every last little shred.
i thought we were friends ...