As I look up at the sky I ask god why....
did I love her that much.Then why do I cry.As I look at her picture and wonder way,the pain in my heart kills me day by day.Changes are starting in me I hate what I see.As I look in the mirror its becoming clearer.Is the way am feeling wrong is it right.Its a losing battle a fierce fight.I pray to God I don't become this way,cause if I taste the sweetness of evil,the goodness will not stay.
Round after round,pound after pound.I keep getting up why? cause I won't stay down.
Night battles are hard night battles are long.Please Lord don't let me give in,please Lord hear me speak.Everyday I fight this battle am getting weak.God ask you no I beg you help me see it through cause only you one know what am going through.
You may ask and you may say whats this battle am fighting day after day.If you must know then hear what I say.This battle is hard this battle is long this is the battle of becoming long gone...
