Dying so soon yet painfully.

I am done hurting myself,
and all of you,
you love me so much,
and don't want me to go,

But what you don't know could kill you,
Now don't get me wrong I really do love you,
Ending my hurt and the hurt i caused you,
Please do not cry because i will see you again,
I have ended my hurting and the hurting of you,
i can't stand to bear the pain of hurting someone,
Especially you,
You are there for me all of the time,
i have to let you go,
So I can have some peace and quite,
I will be a lot happier,
in a whole new world,
i hate this living hell,
this world is not my home,

If i go than it will make someone,
a lot more proud,
Its not myself that is killing me,
Its just all the hate someone put on me,
They think that it is funny,
and that it won't kill anyone,
Well guess what Hun,
It just made me bleed,
Bleed through the bandages,
and through all of my hate and love,
Well guess what now,
I am suffocating and dying,
this slow painfull death.