Father I'm yours
even if when you look at me and dont accept the abandoned face staring back at you
somehow or another your still my father
the father who left my mother at the hint of me
a father who left me feeling as if i were missing something all my life
you are my father
my father i hate
you made me hate you
you hated me before i was even born and i will hate you as i watch you love that you somehow accepted rather than me
the kids that you gave a chance and a father
father i hate you
and its all your fault
all i ask is a shoulder to cry on and a hand to guide me
all i ask for is a father that truly loves me
it hurts to know you hate me
and i don't know why
all i ask for is something ill never get
so ill remain fatherless,motherless
with only the love of a man to guide my and heal my heart
Chris i love you
