Every night i lay htere in bed thinking of doign things i promised not to, my heart pounds and my mind races trying ot find another way to rid myself of this pain without causing any one else ot hurt,i have a blade that i keep hidden like my feelings of torture deep in my heart and mind, will anyone ever understand this ia all i have its my addiction i promise not to then return home to do it in the dark wihtout anythings except a single tear and drops of blood my life is slowly slipping away but i have promised....
i know its not the best its just what was on my mind ...plz leave comments
